Adam Lavigne on Instagram: “That plant looks like painful death in my backseat, should it come flying forward quickly, which is one reason I have it strapped in tight…”

San Antonio Bonsai Society on Instagram: “Sneak peek at our completely revised edition of our Bonsai Tree Care book available at Club meetings and The Garden Center Nursery only.…”

Endings and beginnings

My Roads Untravelled

The year is drawing to a close. I had my year end evaluation meeting with my boss, and basically the crux was that I am doing fantastically… Now. The first 6 months of the year, I didn’t grow, work wise.

Of course I didn’t. I started the year in a relatively bad space. I was in the home of someone when someone was sexually assaulted. It weighed on me, and dealt the first blows to the wall in my brain.

I recognized in January that I needed chemical assistance fighting my depression. My insurance wouldn’t approve the antidepressant that’s wildly expensive but works better for me, so we played another game of roulette, trying to find an alternative.

The alternative set off 6 weeks of chronic migraines so intense that I looked at every other possible cause (teeth, alignment… Whatever) trying to figure out how to get rid of them…

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